Uncomfortably Numb

For the bestest friends one could ever have.   The things that binds strangers and bonds that are made maybe stronger then blood itself...   Old pics ... Aah the good old days... All day MTV + Channel V with Khalood in the Mix on LBC   those were the days ... endless night searches for new satellite chennels ... late night discovery channel documentry sessions.   and then Rabwi Hills 35460 .   AB & KB   Ahooga !!!   Horizon. X-Files. Startrek. Twin Peaks and Whigfiled.   The stardust tunnel sequence championship. The endless mac vs pc battle.   Enter the Shapungium ... !   and so much more...

ts obvious that I write when I'm sad. So here it is... I am very sad today. So many reasons to be happy but ... Its been one of those days. I just wanna say.... FRAK YA !

For so long I wanted a custom header image for my blog and today I figured out how to do it also wanted to add images into my posts and learned that as well and then found out that you can now add different gadgets as well ... seems like I've been away too long

I was busy.. I am busy but that wont keep me from writing ... I'm back....

It was late 2000 I think my mother had just passed away in september and I was also a newly wed. At that time I was jobless and doing small jobs like making dvds vcds or editing wedding movies. Which I didn't like at all cause that meant doing editing typical desi paki style which I hate. Anyway in this regard I was known in rabwah that this guy knows something about video. So one day I got a call from MTA Pak that they wanted help in some NLE job. So I went and then never stopped going. Worked for almost three years as a volnteer untill I got a job there. My first major job at MTA was the Holy Quran Project. I took me and my team took about 2 years to finish the complete Quran and its translation.Two sets were made from a single project one quran tilawat only and second with urdu translation. The whole thing was a complicated accumilation of different parts. For example the audio was analouge had to be captured the cleaned of all noise and then treated. That alone took a day or

For all the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put humpty back together again. Life is like that. Somethings cannot be undone. Some wounds never heal and some debts can never be repaid. What I wish for is a life where I could just empty my head from all thoughts and just float in space like a dead rock traveling through space. We desire so much from life. work very little to achieve anything and then blame this and that for it. what is love what is hate. Why we are stuck with these emotions. Why do we need one or the other so much. There is no escape ... I envy the little mud worm so content in its existence. There are two kinds of people in this world .... The good guys and the bad guys. The good guys live in sweatness and honey. The bad guys end up getting all the money !!!!

Sweat memories of childhood As sweet as sweet could be The kindeling of love As pure as pure would be Stare as one might the moments past Can never be The first touch The first kiss Holding hands Sleepless nights thinking what could be time leaves nothing behind But a sweet memory Memory of the first love which no one else can ever be _____ I named it Not so random thoughts but then its not that easy to find... so changing name to sweet memories of childhood.