Empire State of Mind
Don't read this, it maybe gibberish to you but its the state Im in. I feel like all that's bottled up in me needs an outlet. I write poems without context but I don't want to give context either. Its like part of me wants to tell the world my story and a part of me just wants to forget. I look around and the superficiality is painful. I see mockups of what real people used to be. I see relics of what once was exciting. Sometimes I want to scream at the top of my lungs and name names of those who wronged me, who stood there and did nothing when they could have stopped what was right in front of them. But they took sides, I don't want to see their faces anymore but I can't escape, stuck here in this prison, this black hole. This city just sucks the life out of you. But thats just one stream of thought that haunts my mind, there are others, a blend of disgust and indignant resignation. People running ... just running towards what they can get, possessions... or st