A Look Back in Anger

You said that I would remember

I do for all the wrong reasons

I feel the despair creeping in

endless abyss I am sinking in

almost wished to stop breathing

every breath familiar aching

something is pulling me down

as if the weight is pushing

I am falling I am falling

I cannot stop I cannot breath

you let me down and went away

how can I forget & stop grieving

how can I ask to your face now

what did you get for deceiving

emptiness left when love dies

hearts in despair & silent cries

what keeps me awake I am not sure

I hate you or love you like before

part of me wants you to suffer

like all those sleepless nights

part of me just wants to let go

but how can I stop remembering

with every memory tainted now

this is what drags & kills me

I write laments thats who I am

no one will or can understand