Showing posts from May, 2006


I had a simple childhood. There were parents. Family. Friends. Life was simple. Then I grew up and saw people vanish from my life ... One by one all gone. Not that I’m alone now but what I am talking about is that one by one everything I knew that made my life…was my life.... changed. Parents died family & close friends scattered all over the globe. What is permanence then ... just an idea....? Everything that we have … we feel a false sense of permanence for it... we hurt our loved ones as though they may be there when we will apologize. We do selfish acts to satisfy our selves and neglect the needs of others. Life can teach a lot of things to a person but it comes at a cost. The cost of lost time, The cost of lost loved ones that we don’t even realize that we love till they are no more. Some of us try to hold on to the past to the memories that we have, but it becomes harder and harder to live with them since the further we go in time the memory becomes more dreamlike and sweet.

Dogmatic World

My recent experience has taught me the lesson again that this is a strange dogmatic world we live in, where you can trust no one and appearances are always deceptive. People are conditioned to do certain things even if they are wrong and lies don’t matter so far as they serve you best. You have no where to go except join in. Do the things that you your self despise... Lie, Cheat, do whatever suits you to achieve your goal. Nobody stops to think the real purpose. The purpose of life. Was is so petty?.. I think NOT. Who has time for thinking these days ... so consumed in one’s self governed wish list. Everything has to be sugar coated or forced on us by the media. We have no choice now. No saying what governs the world. Its just some need here and some need there and then some need that not even existed a few moments ago but was created to satisfy someone else’s need for you to need something that he wants you to need. So sick and tired of living in a world where people have forgotten ho

Some Questions that Boggle my Mind

For ages a simple question has pondered man's mind and so it has mine as well. Why ? perhaps the question is unnecessary since God Himself as already given the answer in so many of his books and revelations to His profits. But Man is Neive and somewhat ignorent and so much in the notion that his entity as an individual matters. what troubles me is the question. In the grand scheme of things of which I may be an insginificant spec do My existance and the conciousness that Makes me an unique indivisual matters. If not... since what ever I am and whatever I see around me is a reallity is in my mind seen through my eyes and may be totally diffrent from what someone else sees or what actually is .... then whatever there is that I see is my reality that is a reflection of how I see the world. Is mans existance as an unique one just some misconception ... what is the place of man in Gods scheme of things.

Trying to write a story ... cant go on I'm Stuck...

The Prelude There are times when the eagle too is afraid of flying... when the fish fear the water and the sun is afraid of its own light.... This was one of those times in my life... I woke up to a dark room, heavy curtains stopping the light coming from the large windows. I realized that my head was aching like hell. Suddenly the telephone rang and I got out of the bed to answer it... Some Dark voice from a distance said : Hello ... Gregory ! I see that you’re awake ... now... Who is this? I said. Ohhh ... that is not relevant at this moment... what is more important is that do you know who u are... I... I .... and it dawned on me.... who Am I .... I didn't remember... See you soon Greg the voice said in a mysterious manner... and the phone hung up. Who was I ... I didn’t know... where was I? ... Now I started to look around. Every thing was unfamiliar. It was a small room the windows were larger then usual I pushed the curtain and looked out side and what I saw I'll neve

Global Warming Warning

Its old yet its true. The world is getting warmer, the climate is changing. What will it bring for us is anybody's guess. I feel that it will bring on another ice-age. I bought a new mobile set some days ago well it was not new... but anyway its a Moto v180 had to spend some hours on figuiring out how to install stuff into it. In the process learnt a lot.