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I become numb

Its a natural reaction. It would have happened like this. The inevitability of such things is not rare. Humans break. I give up now I admit it. No use fighting anymore. I become numb and oblivious of the hell your putting me through. Go on do your best, take your best shot, run me down, burn me. That wont hurt me anymore...

Its strange to watch yourself burn and not feel it. Surely this could not be real. You said you could feel what I could feel but people lie...

Rain

It was a beautiful morning today and the rain made it perfect. But the plight of so many stuck in the floods is nagging at my back. All I want to say about it that if people of Pakistan still don't understand their mistake then it would be too late. The signs are in plain sight for all to see. This is not just random disaster. Just put on the TV and watch the news 10 dead there 20 dead there 4 dead while saving one child. The news comes again and again as a non stop barrage. Wake up Pakistan and see what you have done wrong!

A Study of myself

Is it possible for me to stop wining about every little thing that happens... I mean I see people so happy and enjoying their lives... surely there lying right?

I so so want to be like those people but I can't ... because I cant shut my reality out just like that ... This is hypocrisy of the soul of which we are guilty of everyone of us for example we shut our eyes and ears of the pain our neighbors are in ... some would increase the volume of their tv not to hear the sound of the domestic violence happening across the walls....

I can never enjoy anything anymore... there is always something nagging at the back of my head.
Oh I so miss the old days...

Am I cold and insensitive? Is longing for true understanding a sin? Is such a thing even possible?

We so want others to like us praise us... but do I like the person I see in the mirror? Sadly the answer is NO.

What is, that makes some people standout. The greatest weakness I've ever had is the shyness or the fear I've had of peop…