The Invisible Disconnect

As the night’s shadows appear,
The darkness envelops me —
Wraps around like a blanket,
The ache spreads quietly.

Am I allowed to feel?

Do I want to heal?

You see what you want;

Moments does time steal.


Drifting mists of echoes,

Scattered in my mind.

Even you can’t hear —

It’s not yours to find.


What is supposed to be,

I know it. I agree.

I stand, stranded —

It’s a fault, maybe.


Unable to move,

Nothing to prove.

Anchored thoughts,

I must remove.

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